thought i had let go
i'm wrong
the fact is
i was only suppressing
all this while
i know sad songs made me sad. so i choose happy lively songs to play on my piano but even then i can't finish 1 single piece without tears rolling down, blurring my vision. for a mere half an hour, i've stopped 2 times, to wash up.
why, why am i feeling so sad. i just came back from tasik y aka the famous playground/garden in bp. i just enjoyed my swing there.
is it better to be here, at home, or should i go back to sg, far away from all overwhelming memories
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