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Showing posts with label hospital. Show all posts

Friday, 4 June 2010

leave me. scram!

purh-lees
even this is not ur house
u can't dirty the place 
and leave it dirty as u wish
this is public place
if u really want to be dirty
go back to ur own place

take only wat u need
although it's free
mind that u're not supposed to waste

stop screaming & yelling for nothing
u're creating sound pollution u know
u think u r baby still?
oh  forgot
should have record ur nice voice
and upload it up here
in case u accused me of accusing u



dun u know ur behaviour
is irresponsible & selfish
ppl suffer bcoz of u being so...***

Monday, 24 May 2010

no thx



yea.dun feel like meeting anyone.
but i miss everyone.









especially    
u   

Sunday, 4 April 2010

i need air

there's a function going on this morning---"Life is Precious" kempen by dunno wat organization, Puteri Umno or Barisan Nasional, if i'm not mistaken. (anyway, who cares?)
realistic & pretencious...grabbing every opportunity to benefit themselves, of course i din mean everyone of them


however, the above is not my main story today
the main one is about the theft of my (relative's) handphone


after the ucapan & formal stuff, we patients finally granted to have a seat at those round tables
there're singers invited, which made those makcik-makcik act like **
during that time, mum of the patient sitting on my right side wanted to take a photo of her daughter & i
i agreed, shifted myself a little bit more diagonal right
letak my handphone(in the pouch) at my diagonal left (on the chair i'm sitting)
1, 2, cheese =)      done
there goes my handphone too

thought i've dropped it, searched high and low, none in sight
asked the girl sitting on my left, she gave an answer of "tak nampak"
starting to panic, pacing here and there looking for it, frantically
that's not my phone u know, my relative lent it to me as mine was stolen last month
my mind went blank, my heart dropped like Plurk's karma
tears welled up in my eyes, can't help it

1 staff asked me wat had happened and i told her that i lost my phone
she took me back to my place and asked me to search once more, and............left
asked the the girl on my left once more, as she's just next to me and no one else (we're sitting close to the wall). she might have noticed sth
her reply was "tak tau, mungkin diambil orang. tak apa, sekarang saya letak air di wad saya, nanti saya balik lagi kita cari ya?"

suspicion aroused. i knew something's not quite right. fishy business going on.
can't possibly sit down there quietly and wait there any longer. i must find it. the longer i wait, the smaller chance i found it.
went straight to the Kakak from bilik mainan, told her. she told the Cikgu (Indian lady) of Sekolah.
Cikgu sucpected the girl, too. we tried calling my number but can't get through.
at tis time, all the Sisters(Ketua Jururawat) have known about it
the Sister on call phoned the ward (which the girl stays) and informed the staff nurse there. told her to try finding out (indirectly) if my phone was with the girl.
i'm so worn out that they asked me to go back to my ward first. they'll try their best to settle it.

not long after i was back inside my room, my phone was found, it really was the girl, really    *sigh*
but the sim card & the pouch was still missing
the girl was questioned but she kept saying "tak tau" and it wasn't her who stole my phone
obviously this is a lie
after a very very very very....loooooooooong time only she confessed
my dear domokun pouch was lying in the grass out of her window, along with my sim card in it


so much happening in such a short time
it's too more than i can stand
can't take it
pls, i need some rest and peace

Thursday, 1 April 2010

titleless

it's been so long since i've last blogged
last wk was a terrible week
totally disaster
losing hope gradually
my will's getting weaker & weaker

sometimes thinking of blogging
but dunno whether to blog it or not
not used to expose myself too much
especially facebook can b quite scary



will try not to
worry & be affected too much about
how others see me
i am me, the UNIQUE me, the ONLY me
just b myself & stay true & happy
ppl will have opinions no matter how





give up? try harder?
either or & neither nor
it's so hard to
u know
after all these years
up and down
to and fro
struggling, dangling

...

Tuesday, 9 March 2010

可恶的大胆的没有公德心的...哼

心情很乱的说
我的电话不见了,钱也是
应该是被偷吧

今天很早就起来,睡不下
过后差不多5.45am才再继续睡
那时候整个电话包还在(这个我知道)
因为我有检查确保关机,避免辐射

大概7.30am护士来量血压,我也被叫醒
那时也没注意,就匆匆忙忙起来洗澡那些的
然后吃早餐,觉得有点怪怪的,好像少了什么东东
可是不管啦,因为有点事在烦
后来想说SMS我妈,奇怪,我的电话包咧?
桌上没有,抽屉也没有
不可能啊,我没放其他地方
一定是不小心放到别地方去了
再找
我的衣袋、柜子、书包
也没有!!!
不祥的感觉...难道被偷?
呸呸呸...不死心
以训导老师的心态再搜一遍
这次连枕头套那些都翻过来
还去那个放置肮脏的床单被单那里找
结果
就是
没有结果
i'm doomed

告诉护士了
她们帮我做police report

怎么酱啊
现在身上也没钱 
亲人也不在身边
我要怎么办


顺道提醒:
朋友们,你们的电话号码可以e-message我吗?
如果我有电话了再告诉你们

Friday, 5 March 2010

Mid Valley Outing

mum & dad had an appointment with 1 of my doctors at 10.30am
after that, they brought me out to Mid-Valley
cars everywhere, big jam
maybe coz it's Friday, sembahyang break
my mum even vomited in the car (car sick)

lunch at Yo! sushi

after that service my spectacles (adjust & wash)
had a look at those specs there too
want a pair of new glasses
mum din object, she even asked me to try out some specs

the climax now---Jigsaw Puzzle World
so happy to be surrounded by all sorts of puzzles
can't made up my mind which to buy
too many nice ones there
but they are so utterly expensive
struggled btween "u know u shouldn't waste money" & "but maybe it's alright once in a while"
failed to resist the temptation & bought a few
i sure would be left out of  pocket if there's a Jigsaw Puzzle World in BP

today is a happy day

Thursday, 4 March 2010

late night

slept at about 1am & woke up at 5am
so this afternoon so sleepy
doze off after lunch while watching TV programme
woke up half an hour later
try to do some maths
but was too tired so continued my slp after solving some 

as to why i slept so late
was quite down yesterday
starting from evening
eventually
peace & happiness filled me in
late night
i dun want to lose this feeling





Saturday, 27 February 2010

stomach flu?

my blood results came out negative = no dengue
good news, rite?

the same afternoon, i began to throw up
after that, not able to eat/drink anything
vomitted few times & fever again
my doc decided to put me on drip
luckily this time the branula is a quick fix
1 time and all set
only too bad it's on the left hand

no more vomitting today
but still feeling nauseous
they've off the drip
but the branula still remained for medication
quite painful
for the few seconds after the medicine flow in through my blood

Thursday, 25 February 2010

dengue fever?!

these few days not feeling well
they were suspecting dengue fever
need to monitor my blood (as in twice a day)
so they insert a branula
it's so painful

poked through my skin---squeeze my forearm---no blood
---pulled out a little and pushed in another direction---
squeeze squeeze squeeze---still no blood (din flow)---
explore another direction---waited 4 the blood---
obviously it's not a gd attempt too---took out the whole needle

the whole poking and removing again---still not successful
the doc kp apologising & try to distract my pain by asking me lots of "introduce-urself question"
i tried to answer, honestly
yet wat my mind could manage was merely a "get it done faster"
i was hoping to faint (not exaggerating, it's true)
finally it was over & i've used up 3 brand new needles (2 wasted)

Sunday, 7 February 2010

1 night out

went out yesterday night
with mum & Aunty Beewah, Uncle Billy
to Pavillion (oh yeah~ never been there b4)

ate sushi there then shop
bought 1 jeans & 1 suit...mum bought her clothes too...
the fitting room there so high class
after paying got voucher but need to redeem it b4 CNY
so, mum went to find lipstick & spent such a long time
she din even know most of the lights had been switched off
the escalators also had stopped working
Uncle Billy & i were like "where were they? when will they be coming out?"

finally we were heading to Concorde Hotel (where the dental course was held)
so happy upon seeing the comfy bed
the hospital's was hard like their wholemeal bread provided there
slp thru till 7am this morning

quickly bath & keep my stuff
by 8am we were handing over our valuables at the buffet brkfast counter
how i wish our school canteen can serve food like these
then u'll find me enjoying my recess time a lot = )


wonder how they slice those cucumber so thin
 this nice*v*


making buckwheat noodles...

chinese new year just round the corner...



so bored waiting 4 mum shopping, shoot those cafe from upstairs



Concorde Hotel...class right?
 (free upgrade room coz the floor mum staying previous night need to be renovated)



Monday, 11 January 2010

冰棒如...

so...现在是怎样
好几天没热水了
每天都冲冷水
可以变冰棒啰...

冷爆   ○( ̄﹏ ̄)○   freezing cold





我要回家我要回家我要回家啦~
我要上学我要上学我要上学啦~
我要打球我要打球我要打球啦~
我要庆祝生日庆祝生日庆祝生日啦~
我要出院嘛!!!

Sunday, 3 January 2010

t-r-u-s-t

I want to believe
everyone around me
yet
I was hurt
again & again

eventually
I keep things
all to myself

as time goes by
I try to let it past
regain my trust in them adults

once again
they betrayed my trust
(although I know they mean no harm)

I really want to get well
but I dunno how
there isn't anyone here
for me to reach out

I want to believe
really



Sunday, 20 December 2009

finally got out of my ward (still in hospital) ==

my family came down yesterday
papa had an exhibition here
mum slept here yesterday night
took me for a walk out of the ward
but of course still in the pediatrics block in the hospital
actually it's just 1 level below my ward  
they all went back after lunch



surprisingly, some university students had prepared some activities for in-patients this afternoon...
I joined in...without hesitating...haha

 flower heart balloon I got from the clown






Wednesday, 16 December 2009

roller coaster mood

today's mood flow chart :
morning -- cheerful
mid-morning -- miserable + angry
noon -- still miserable
afternoon -- calmer
evening -- unhappy
late evening -- moody
night -- happy

things might not seem as they are
sometimes u need to look deeper






我的努力
为什么你们没看到

Saturday, 12 December 2009

Bloody Blood

had 2 blood test in 4 days...as u can see those 2 reds are where the needle poke




after 1st blood taking






during 2nd blood taking

Thursday, 10 December 2009

admitted !!! again...


in KL's government hospital now
pediatric ward
was admitted on Tuesday

bad mood u know
really really bad

all those crap