i wanna MCssssss, the more the merrier

okay, sim & mod was over. one does not simply afraid that the questions are hard, one does get mindf when the questions themselves are not in right order (and they are all linked !) which one had to scroll up and down to find where the "supposedly previous" question was {_*| not to mention the somehow incomprehendsible questions
nvr mind, what is done is done, focus on the next, which is gonna be today's paper -- character design. well, hope that i could ace this. (-¥-) pray hard

skipped school ytd, feeling unwell, phisically & mentally. been crying a lot these 2 days, have made up my mind on some important issues that's gonna shock a number of ppl, not gonna announce it yet till everything is confirmed & settled.
attended the iip briefing in the evening, however mind was wandering somewhere else, notpaying full attention but i do know what the faci had briefed. discussed bout fyp team after that, still can't be sure that they will not leave me out but i think will have to believe & trust them for now. really really, give thanks to Father & Mother for me to have a team but i wish the team could unleash my potential, not taking me for the sake of taking me. teach me & guide me along instead, don't just take over my work and redo the whole w/o telling me how to improve which makes me feel totally useless & weightless in this team, like a calefare.

enough ranting. aiks, no mc to cover my absence (._.)

james' bday on wed

there you go, shoo, weeds

i know i had been neglecting my bloggie for quite some time and now i'm coming back to pluck the weeds and sweep the web cobs here


so, as you can infer from my frequency of update, this is a busy sem, although there are 2 half-day modules, i still feel it's pretty tiring, and my battery level is on the low side. the to-do is piling up, yet i've been procrastinating, i dunno why am i acting this way but school doesn't seem to suit me, at least at this point of time. i somehow wish i could defer and take a break, do home study or sth similar, work on projects, building my portfolio, rather than rushing nowhere..............\\(..)//

broccoli, tomatoes, mushroom & eggs 

finally i got to visit my own home last week, terrible jam, curse you )(@#*^@ nearly 2 mths nvr went home, i've always thought that i'm not a home person since i'm so used to be in & out of hospital, having long term vacation in those wards. furthermore, nobody bothered to talk to me at home. but i'm wrong, i totally miss my hometown, my family, the piano, those home cooked food, my room, my bed, even my table, my chair.

enough say, am having exams these few weeks, required to play games. for level & world design, it's FarCry 1, which is a first person shooter and i suck at it, where as Battle City, a flash game, is for sim & mod. i'm quite worried for sound design though, hate those theories, i totally not a dj or recording ppl, although i love music, composing & appreciating it are nth same with dealing with those stupid stuff like setting up digital whatever workshop or how microphones work.

finished 1 book this morning -- Oscar & The Lady in Pink 

no idea what to cook, throw in whatever that's easy to cook
tofu, seaweed, tomato, cabbage

till then, good night
Always remember to brush teeth *p*

Rollllllll

You Are the Rolling

You are on your own time table. You hate being confined to strict schedules You have been through a lot, and it's hard to shake you. You can deal with most things that come your way. You are secretly a rebel. You need space and freedom to do things your own way. You are full of wonder and curiosity. You feel a strong connection to the world.

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You Are Butter

You're the type of person who works behind the scenes, making sure to bring out the best in everyone else. It's likely that people don't appreciate you for who you are. But people would sure miss you if you were gone. A little of you goes a long way. You have a very powerful impact on the world, even if it's a bit subtle at times. Some people may avoid you out of fear, but there is nothing wrong with you... in moderation, that is!

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