bff birthday week

wat a nasty smell. my maid burnt sth, she forgot she was cooking sth and she din notice it was burning = =

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a bff-birthday week: yimin, kng, meichee

was doing sth special for them secretly, but y must they born in such a tight schedule, i'm afraid i can't finish my bff project. try my best arh, pals. sorry if u can't receive them in time

sb is so super duper quadruple busy that didn't & doesn't have time for me. do u still care? i know u r having a hardtime urself too but hey, i'm still here. not hearting this feeling.  

she's crying for a hug

clean break

things are kinda bumpy, be it health, education, relationship...time to break-up with all those old bad ones, dump them and move on, dun ever look back. now, dun you put words into my mouth, i'm not talking about wateva lover stuff u are assuming.

all is well

everything will be fine
should be alright
will it be?
ohh, good gracious, spare me

no more doubting

Let it be Let it be Let it be

stop asking, i dun wish to mention it anymore

it's quite embarrassing but i had to admit. yup, i was rejected, and dun make me say it again   OUCH
scrubbed the floor on hands and knees, serious. had to keep myself occupied and managed to hold back the tears. but maybe a little too early to say. after a long bath, head to the pillow. all the unbearable came at once, and the rest as you may guess
my only hope for now is temasek poly, wish to hear good news, i can't take it anymore

Valentine's day

happy valentine's day to everyone

this post has nth to do with valentine's day

safe journey, mum

u too, dad

tell me how not to feel lousy when everyone around u has received mails from both NUS & NTU, and yet i haven't any. tell me tell me how.
skip*

okay, at least temasek poly is asking me to go over for an interview. TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!
it's tomorrow, u know, tomorrow as in the day after today!!!
calm down, hey, stop, i say STOP. it's no big deal, just an interview. it's quite big deal actually. sb pls just give me some sleeping pills and put me to slp, i'm so hyper now



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thx for the belated birthday surprise, luv u
sorry i'm just not that into cakes, mayb a butter-&-cream-less cake next time?

hugs

lunar new year 2011

  

 went ayer hitam on new year's eve as usual. had a game of basketball around 3pm, felt wonderful running & goofing around. later on was the steamboat reunion dinner, i didn't took any photos as sth cropped up and ruined my good mood as well as my appetite. went home after the dinner, took a shower at home, and headed straight for BP's factory.

hohoho, on the first day of  lunar new year 2011, reunion breakfast at ayer hitam again. for lunch, we had it at my grand's(mum's dad & mum) place. however, i was somewhat mad at my bro, so not really enjoying the food. was so drowsy, most probably coz didn't have enough rest, intended to just take a nap but nearly slept the whole afternoon.

my sis's frens came over during night time, stay till quite late. how i wish i had frens coming over too.

today's the 2nd day. we had this primary school gathering at BpMall, 2pm. such a thrilling feeling to meet all my classmates after so many years. wow. about 20 of us turned up, fair enough. the staff of Kenny Rogers must have blacklisted us from now on, haaa!

so...it was

thx for those who really remembered my birthday and those who wished me, terimakasih, 谢谢, Arigatōありがとう

i'm not expecting much but was hoping deep down inside. maybe this is what "the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment" means. actually i'm fine with that but went emotional when i can't get to you after that. 

felt better when i found out that u're not doing it intentionally later on