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Wednesday 28 April 2010

mum's birthday

27th April. my mum's birthday.
woke up 3.30am, dun ask me why, i've no idea too
decided to whip up a simple breakfast for her. been thinking what to prepare for days. anything complicated is out of the question. am afraid that would screw up and turn the kitchen upside down.
finally at 7am, figured out would just try sth without all the frying, chopping...

present it to my mum without testing it. coz i dun like to eat rice, especially early in the morning. but i part some out for my kakak and she said not bad.  

Tuesday 27 April 2010

Blackberrry



You Are a Blackberry



On the one hand, you can be a bit rebellious and even somewhat naughty. You live large and refuse to do what you're told.

On the other hand, you're quite sweet and even a bit sensitive. Those who know you well know that you can be fragile.



Some people may be intimidated by you, but just as many people are drawn to you. You have a sparkling personality.

You are confident in your uniqueness. You've never quite fit in, and you're good with that. You enjoy being one of a kind.

Saturday 24 April 2010

久违的9327

went to school this morning at nearly 11am. back to class. happy to meet u all.
sat beside phan. fann in front of me. seto behind me.
i really need to speed up. today's 2 period of lesson -- i'm way behind them




那个...
我不是故意要放你飞机
对不起
 

Friday 23 April 2010

22nd April

officially discharged yesterday.  no idea wat's wrong with me. should be happy but wasn't. ok, i was, for 3 minutes.
although can be at home but still can't study at school yet. haiz. how am i going to catch up? then wat about UEC? i want to get good grades but           *SIGH*      *SIGH*      *SIGH*


c the rainbow?
taken inside the car early morning yesterday

Thursday 15 April 2010

graduation photo

actually on wednesday i should be on my way to KL(KK6) but as u can see, i'm still hanging around BP.
mum dropped me off at school b4 she went to clinic. these few days they were having basketball tournament. just nice. won't be so boring while waiting to take graduation photo.
chat quite a lot with some of my besties. happy ^^
time for photo shooting. took very very long time, even the battery of the cam was running low and they need to change the battery.
the weather is making me mad. my body so sticky, yucky yuck!! can't stand it...




Sunday 4 April 2010

i need air

there's a function going on this morning---"Life is Precious" kempen by dunno wat organization, Puteri Umno or Barisan Nasional, if i'm not mistaken. (anyway, who cares?)
realistic & pretencious...grabbing every opportunity to benefit themselves, of course i din mean everyone of them


however, the above is not my main story today
the main one is about the theft of my (relative's) handphone


after the ucapan & formal stuff, we patients finally granted to have a seat at those round tables
there're singers invited, which made those makcik-makcik act like **
during that time, mum of the patient sitting on my right side wanted to take a photo of her daughter & i
i agreed, shifted myself a little bit more diagonal right
letak my handphone(in the pouch) at my diagonal left (on the chair i'm sitting)
1, 2, cheese =)      done
there goes my handphone too

thought i've dropped it, searched high and low, none in sight
asked the girl sitting on my left, she gave an answer of "tak nampak"
starting to panic, pacing here and there looking for it, frantically
that's not my phone u know, my relative lent it to me as mine was stolen last month
my mind went blank, my heart dropped like Plurk's karma
tears welled up in my eyes, can't help it

1 staff asked me wat had happened and i told her that i lost my phone
she took me back to my place and asked me to search once more, and............left
asked the the girl on my left once more, as she's just next to me and no one else (we're sitting close to the wall). she might have noticed sth
her reply was "tak tau, mungkin diambil orang. tak apa, sekarang saya letak air di wad saya, nanti saya balik lagi kita cari ya?"

suspicion aroused. i knew something's not quite right. fishy business going on.
can't possibly sit down there quietly and wait there any longer. i must find it. the longer i wait, the smaller chance i found it.
went straight to the Kakak from bilik mainan, told her. she told the Cikgu (Indian lady) of Sekolah.
Cikgu sucpected the girl, too. we tried calling my number but can't get through.
at tis time, all the Sisters(Ketua Jururawat) have known about it
the Sister on call phoned the ward (which the girl stays) and informed the staff nurse there. told her to try finding out (indirectly) if my phone was with the girl.
i'm so worn out that they asked me to go back to my ward first. they'll try their best to settle it.

not long after i was back inside my room, my phone was found, it really was the girl, really    *sigh*
but the sim card & the pouch was still missing
the girl was questioned but she kept saying "tak tau" and it wasn't her who stole my phone
obviously this is a lie
after a very very very very....loooooooooong time only she confessed
my dear domokun pouch was lying in the grass out of her window, along with my sim card in it


so much happening in such a short time
it's too more than i can stand
can't take it
pls, i need some rest and peace

Thursday 1 April 2010

titleless

it's been so long since i've last blogged
last wk was a terrible week
totally disaster
losing hope gradually
my will's getting weaker & weaker

sometimes thinking of blogging
but dunno whether to blog it or not
not used to expose myself too much
especially facebook can b quite scary



will try not to
worry & be affected too much about
how others see me
i am me, the UNIQUE me, the ONLY me
just b myself & stay true & happy
ppl will have opinions no matter how





give up? try harder?
either or & neither nor
it's so hard to
u know
after all these years
up and down
to and fro
struggling, dangling

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