i need air

there's a function going on this morning---"Life is Precious" kempen by dunno wat organization, Puteri Umno or Barisan Nasional, if i'm not mistaken. (anyway, who cares?)
realistic & pretencious...grabbing every opportunity to benefit themselves, of course i din mean everyone of them


however, the above is not my main story today
the main one is about the theft of my (relative's) handphone


after the ucapan & formal stuff, we patients finally granted to have a seat at those round tables
there're singers invited, which made those makcik-makcik act like **
during that time, mum of the patient sitting on my right side wanted to take a photo of her daughter & i
i agreed, shifted myself a little bit more diagonal right
letak my handphone(in the pouch) at my diagonal left (on the chair i'm sitting)
1, 2, cheese =)      done
there goes my handphone too

thought i've dropped it, searched high and low, none in sight
asked the girl sitting on my left, she gave an answer of "tak nampak"
starting to panic, pacing here and there looking for it, frantically
that's not my phone u know, my relative lent it to me as mine was stolen last month
my mind went blank, my heart dropped like Plurk's karma
tears welled up in my eyes, can't help it

1 staff asked me wat had happened and i told her that i lost my phone
she took me back to my place and asked me to search once more, and............left
asked the the girl on my left once more, as she's just next to me and no one else (we're sitting close to the wall). she might have noticed sth
her reply was "tak tau, mungkin diambil orang. tak apa, sekarang saya letak air di wad saya, nanti saya balik lagi kita cari ya?"

suspicion aroused. i knew something's not quite right. fishy business going on.
can't possibly sit down there quietly and wait there any longer. i must find it. the longer i wait, the smaller chance i found it.
went straight to the Kakak from bilik mainan, told her. she told the Cikgu (Indian lady) of Sekolah.
Cikgu sucpected the girl, too. we tried calling my number but can't get through.
at tis time, all the Sisters(Ketua Jururawat) have known about it
the Sister on call phoned the ward (which the girl stays) and informed the staff nurse there. told her to try finding out (indirectly) if my phone was with the girl.
i'm so worn out that they asked me to go back to my ward first. they'll try their best to settle it.

not long after i was back inside my room, my phone was found, it really was the girl, really    *sigh*
but the sim card & the pouch was still missing
the girl was questioned but she kept saying "tak tau" and it wasn't her who stole my phone
obviously this is a lie
after a very very very very....loooooooooong time only she confessed
my dear domokun pouch was lying in the grass out of her window, along with my sim card in it


so much happening in such a short time
it's too more than i can stand
can't take it
pls, i need some rest and peace