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oh, finally it's end of wk 1. bloody shitty tired, nvr ever had a good slp since wed -- character design. had to do 20 silhouettes and i stayed awake from 1.30am, all the way to the next morning just to complete it, see how slow i am. i hate myself to b like this, i d k if i could handle this module or not, this can't be going on for the following 15 wks, i would probably pass out b4 getting that far. and this lack of slp was brought forward to the next day, which is level & world design. i quite like my faci, lawrence but he was just teaching us for 1 lesson .(p'o'q). was v tired and can't do my rj, went to slp and woke up again at 1 to finish it, till friday. i was so so so not feeling well. class starts at 9am, wanted to bathe at 7 but the bathroom was occupied. fell asleep while waiting and the next thing i know it's ady 845. omg, nvr had this happened b4, shocked, had a quick shower. luckily i was not marked late although i arrived class 1 or 2 mins later. faci hasn't start class yet. phew (." ) the same cycle went thru again last night while i was trying to do my rj. so not liking this, and i am pretty determined to end this vicous cycle today >[`-`]<

my 20 silhouettes of a science fiction male hero rebellion leader

felt really bad when i eat a lot at midnight, and uncomfortable too

why on earth 1st day on a friday

friday was 1st day of sem2. had simulation & modelling. anthony supposed to teach us but he was absent that day, so this dominic guy took over, and he is the one who will be teaching us level & world design. all my facis are from last sem, except him, been wondering who he is and what's his teaching style. so now, i've seen all of them.

sim & mod is not my cuppa tea. we are strangers, am starting to worry for the following lessons & the exams now. hope i can get better, trying to persuade myself.

went for a swim ytd morning, hurray for me. dunno why but getting myself to swim always makes me feel great about myself, minus the fact that ppl will look at me. i just simply feel accomplishment, like the feel that i'm in control. went to church in the afternoon. and got wet when i came bk, heavy rain. cold. brrrr

today was a boring one. i'm starting to miss home. even though there's nth much to do at home. over here, i dunno what to cook and what to eat. miserable. i miss my sem 1 bestie too. ljy, if u see this.

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happy birthday

mummy, vacation is over = [

school reopen tmr. so fast. i'm anxious like a freshman. shouldn't be. still having 5 days schedule =,= i wish i could have 4 days schedule like my friend. checked my class roster and a lil disappointed. not same class as my cynthia or yuhong. jasmine, deslyn & erlina are quite good fellows too, furthermore stuck with mr D again!!! purleees larh

movie with bff @ square one
finally watching movie wif fren at hometown =]

nice bread, all the way from germany
from mum

granny bought me this @ carrefour b4 coming to spore

bought the tie for my gonggong & the pouch for  mama

  

ya, for my granny, the media pouch

btw, thanks my dear papa for fetching me here personally =)

visit to kl

so game project officially done, sort of. and not even a wk left till school reopen #(┬＿┬)# *emoing* ┐(─__─)┌ what can i do


decided to follow mum to kl, i can do some window shopping & meet up with sec school frens while she's attending her seminar held at sunway hotel. taxi arrived at 4.30am, so early that i had to wake up at 3+, shower and get ready. quite reluctant to get out of bed, which was unusual for me, was rushing my online course assignment till 1am+, barely reached 2 hrs of slp. it's a freezing journey, the air con temp can't be changed, had no idea, prob the car needs servicing. the uncle is talkative, straightforward & kinda funny in his way, calling my mum & her nurses 老妖怪, my sis 圆圆 (+美女after my sis insisted she's one), and me 小妖怪. buay tahan ╮(╯▽╰)╭

as predicted, reached early but luckily we get to check in, dun nid to wait till noon (￣︶￣)↗ went straight to our room, put down stuff, used the washroom, and poof, to the bed. sis & i had our lunch at manhattan, same price as spore, and i mean same, rm=dollars, with 1 or 2 ringgit plus minus. sis was so yeappy, she said must order the expensive ones, ha. 

okay, lazy to type. let the photos do their part


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2 chefs for the dinner

bought this, after a day of consideration & approval by mum & second by sis

btw, we came bk by bus, which took longer than usual. very very crossed & pissed off (#)'×'( )

wokay, i might be from the rubbish dump

so i nid to rant

shooooo

all you ever care is big sis & lil bro

what they do is always reasonable

no matter how ill mannered they behave

esp lil bro

what am i to you

i d k if you consider me as your child or just a burden

why are you so unfair

why