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Friday 30 December 2011

Zenxin organic farm

oooh, i suddenly realized i haven blogged bout my visit to the Zenxin organic farm. went there last sunday. actually was quite worried it would be raining as usual but eventually God answered my prayer =) no rain, the clouds looked quite dark though, like warning us anytime there would be a heavy pour (and that happened just we were about to leave, stepping in the car, phew)

6 of us altogether on the day, my family (papa, mummy, sis, bro) & grandpa & i. firstly we were brought to the dragon fruit plantation. 




the flower, only blooms at night
 it's a cactus species. the flower blooms during night time. the plant can live up till hundred year (erm, not very sure, i'm now depending on my memory) but only the first 30~40 yrs it will bear fruit. and we need at least 2 plants to bear fruit. furthermore no bees or butterfly at night over here so we have to play the role of those insects by transferring the pollen manually


  

beside that there's this mulberry. the insects which make silk called cicada eat these. they sell mulberry tea leaves at the retail shop but each visitor was given  a few packs.
me holding that mulberry












bro with rabbits



bought quite a number of food at the retail shop, such as veg, frozen seaweed tofu, pumpkin bun, chinese yam vermicelli, 龙须糖, nuts etc.


last but not least


Monday 26 December 2011

morning 100-mins-walk

original plan for this morning: renew my passport, gonna expire soon but no soon soon, like in 3 mths time. apparently today's still a public holiday coz ytd was 25th dec and a sunday. so had to postpone till 2moro.

played the piano, those songs brought back my memories, made me teary. i knew it'll turn into a long cry if i had not stopped playing tat time and mum would be wondering wth this girl is doing. since it's not raining, i went for a walk.

kept on walking aimlessly, emptying my mind. the weather is terrific, not hot no rain some more windy. just perfect. listening to random songs, singing softly while wandering around the housing estate till thirsty. by chance i met my piano teacher who came just came back from jb for family reunion.

felt better after the 100 mins walk. calmer.




i still think of u
i know i miss u
and that's perfectly fine

Tuesday 20 December 2011

2 weeks to cherish

so here i am, back in my cozy hut. it's freezing (curse the non-stop r8ning)

family came to pick me up on sat, spent a night & half a day in spore and travel back to my bp. had good food when parents are around.


sis's order -- portobello mushroom






mango vietnamese sushi roll


for 2 days i have been sleeping early (10pm) and waking up early (3~4am). cleared my game assignment. still have drawing. but i spent hours watching drama i bought a year ago which i've yet to finish. 面包王金桌球

scalded not only my tongue but also my throat ytd nite. desperate for warm water i never realised it's still very hot, had 1 gulp and....stupid me. cried like some small kid and off to bed after brushing up.


Sunday 11 December 2011

i so love my family today

finally i got back to the saturday morning swimming track after 2 wks of rest. 1 wk in bp and 1 wk knee pain.

hohoho. drawing drawing drawing. i d k how sketch should sketch be and it ended up being a quite formal drawing, just without using ruler. then the supposedly drawing drawing i have no energy to concentrate, tired ady. slept at 7.30pm when most of the people out there were still having their dinner. woke up at 9.30pm bcoz of the run-away-from-home-boy that din know i was sleeping and came in peeping. can't get to sleep again after that.

this morning was awaken by the door alarm, my family has arrived, 6.30am, and i was like SHIT, i thought they said 7am. i wasn't on a welcome mood due to lack of sleep.
i just searched on insomnia and here's it

Sleep-onset insomnia 
When a person has difficulty falling asleep at the beginning of the night. This is often a symptom of anxiety disorders or the delayed sleep phase disorder.
Nocturnal awakenings
This is when a person has difficulty going back to sleep after awakening in the middle of the night. This may be a symptom of pain disorders or illness.
Waking too early in the morning
Also known as middle-of-the-night insomnia and terminal insomnia. This may be a symptom of clinical depression.

i had them ALLLLLLL!! unbelievable

 the point of this post is not the above


after fetching my sis, they turned back woodlands again. we had lunch at Manhattan Fish Market. next, sis & mum were so keen to shop at Uniqlo off we went. in the end, i bought 2 new clothes =) 1 white long sleeve with polka dots, 1 sweater. a round of crazy food stocking spree at Cold Storage and drove me back to my hostel. chit chat over here awhile and they left.

ready to print.eoy.


finally i'm done with it. only can get 1 completed. it's not easy. 

process:
lining


adding the ribbon on the hair

 

sub-approved
      
day before mail to edit colour and i thought this will be final edition
real final one. phew...yeah..../// 

Thursday 8 December 2011

stop rambling, u, go work

finally i broke down. and cried, yup cried. i'm so stressed out. everyone, just dump all work to me, expecting me to have them done. y they no help, where is their responsibility? 

okay, reasons

1. they just slack
2. they no like me
3. this is my responsibility
4. no reason


#just shut up and continue with ur work!!!


sad face ('x')











Saturday 3 December 2011

rage

again i feel like dying. lack of motivation.
i dun like my class. esp this wk.
put me down just to prove they can. so?

to mr B:
agreed to let u do the slides but that doesn't mean i agreed to stay out of it. this is teamwork u bullshit. u dun even care what today's topic about coz u din even bother to look at the worksheet and asked me to complete it. i told u to put in those important content, u din want to take my suggestion. there's nothing for me to present coz the slides have no meaningful content and u've finished all of them. i can only add on. faci, how u expect me to talk more during presentation?


to mr D:
what can i do? u asked me that, i can dance, sing, piano if u all are up to. but u all not willing to, only want to do speech. so now u asking what i can. i shall bomb u to death if i dun care about ur face, i just dun wanna make a scene.