IKEA

一进到去就看到了...它有2面在转的...

帽子

 

开动啰!!!

很cute哦...本来想买的...
可是想到没实际作用就割舍了...

 

幸福地...
我睡了..

IKEA

那么

大

finally got out of my ward (still in hospital) ==

my family came down yesterday
papa had an exhibition here
mum slept here yesterday night
took me for a walk out of the ward
but of course still in the pediatrics block in the hospital
actually it's just 1 level below my ward  
they all went back after lunch

surprisingly, some university students had prepared some activities for in-patients this afternoon...
I joined in...without hesitating...haha

 flower heart balloon I got from the clown

communicate problems

why is it so hard
for me to communicate with my mum

why ppl just dun understand
what I need is not those stupid
"I already told u" advice
"u-just-tell-me-what-u-need-and-I'll-buy-it-for-u" service
"it's just that u dun want to work hard" critism
"if u already tried ur best, where's the proof and result" remark


what I need is ur support
someone patient & understanding
most things which I wanted to say
was left imcomplete & unspoken
as u retort & interrupt fiercely

part 1A & part1B may be very similiar
but
part 2A & part2B might turn out to be
as different as the sky & the land
y not let me finish my sentence
before u conclude

roller coaster mood

today's mood flow chart :
morning -- cheerful
mid-morning -- miserable + angry
noon -- still miserable
afternoon -- calmer
evening -- unhappy
late evening -- moody
night -- happy

things might not seem as they are
sometimes u need to look deeper

我的努力

为什么你们没看到

Bloody Blood

had 2 blood test in 4 days...as u can see those 2 reds are where the needle poke

after 1st blood taking

during 2nd blood taking

admitted !!! again...

in KL's government hospital now

pediatric ward

was admitted on Tuesday

bad mood u know

really really bad

all those crap

Meaning of Life

今天眼睛累累的...有点肿...
因为昨晚哭了...
害怕...彷徨...无助...


生命的意义...

我的意义...



我觉得非常非常需要去思考...