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Monday 9 November 2015

My gonggong

My gonggong has a very big dream
His briefcase is never away from him
He reads he writes he works in his dream
Not to forget his chocolate ice cream

My gonggong is a wise old man
He taught me to be who I am
He told me to be kind and fair
He showed me how to be a man

My gonggong likes to hold my hand
He is happy I wear shirt and pants
He warns me about bad guys out there
Beauty is not what you wear

My gonggong is the man of man
He takes care of us in his way
I do not have to be afraid
Because he is always there

Gonggong I really want you to stay
No maggi fried rice kueh tiow I say
Promise you will take good care
Remember what we used to say
Xinxin is always Gongong's friend

Thursday 11 June 2015

can't be bothered anymore

they once said you can if u decided to do so, and am quite proud to say i made it, of course with ur help of ignoring me. am really tired of all these. well, won't go bk there anymore, definitely, after all these yrs. yet u still expect me to carry on imprisoning myself, forever? u r just plain selfish, u've found ur happiness, so y?

Tuesday 28 April 2015

graduating

went to sg few days ago, to collect my grad gown, invitation card & SOR (statement of result). had no place to stay, thank God my previous housies r kind enough to let me tumpang. most of them went bk as it's a weekend, except for one but she was out working most of the time. it felt as if i were checking in into a hotel, a bit lonely but still cool, i own the whole apartment =] 
my lovely thoughtful housie even borrowed me her student card to loan books from the lib, wahoo, actually i wanted to finish the nicholas spark collection there, i read 3, and 2 more to go now, i hope i rmb to bring it on grad day itself to return, or i will be in big trouble 'o'

collected my stuff on sat with my bestie, really glad to see her & bf being such sweet couple, it's not the showy type but from their interaction i can sense the chemical in between them, which reminds me of the times. p-e-r-i-o-d 

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happy birthday mummy, finally bought the cute bread cutter, yay 


i'm not ur backup plan, ur spare tire, please. i dun nid ur sympathy

Tuesday 14 April 2015

go

this will be the last post bout u, i've had enough, u can't come n leave as u wish, not letting u to decide my mood, let alone my life, my happiness, my future...
now u r the one who leave, then please leave for good, dun ever come bk, just go. thank you very much.

yeah, ranting ranting ranting
i want to leave this place, can't wait to leave, all the thoughts that remain are killing me 

Thursday 9 April 2015

byebyebyebyebyebye

十年之前我不认识你你不属于我
十年之后我们是朋友还可以问候




it's time to say goodbye
at times u r so far away
at times u r so near
can't figure out
but that's none of my business anymore
it's out of my scope
byebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebeyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebyebye



been exercising every day for 1 week
keep it up, ru
just focus on my goal
and let go of all the past
i can do it

Wednesday 1 April 2015

一路顺风 祝你幸福



当恋情已走远,我将你深埋在心里面
不舍的泪 在彼此 脸上透明
好过不好过 都已跟你没关系