i wanna MCssssss, the more the merrier

okay, sim & mod was over. one does not simply afraid that the questions are hard, one does get mindf when the questions themselves are not in right order (and they are all linked !) which one had to scroll up and down to find where the "supposedly previous" question was {_*| not to mention the somehow incomprehendsible questions
nvr mind, what is done is done, focus on the next, which is gonna be today's paper -- character design. well, hope that i could ace this. (-¥-) pray hard

skipped school ytd, feeling unwell, phisically & mentally. been crying a lot these 2 days, have made up my mind on some important issues that's gonna shock a number of ppl, not gonna announce it yet till everything is confirmed & settled.
attended the iip briefing in the evening, however mind was wandering somewhere else, notpaying full attention but i do know what the faci had briefed. discussed bout fyp team after that, still can't be sure that they will not leave me out but i think will have to believe & trust them for now. really really, give thanks to Father & Mother for me to have a team but i wish the team could unleash my potential, not taking me for the sake of taking me. teach me & guide me along instead, don't just take over my work and redo the whole w/o telling me how to improve which makes me feel totally useless & weightless in this team, like a calefare.

enough ranting. aiks, no mc to cover my absence (._.)

james' bday on wed