stop before it's too late

saw this while i'm strolling my google reader

finally i'm back home, today i partial, actually wasn't feeling well b4 i went school, still struggling whether to attend class or not. upon thinking how pity jm would be if i din turn up (5 in our team, 1 said not coming, 1 is forever late, 1 is constantly watching random stuff), decided not to leave her alone & dragged myself out of bed, shower and off i went. pain in the ankle and kneepit is killing me once again. rushed to class as i was late, only to realize that jm did not turn up as well. she's sick too, hrmmm...

after 1st meeting, which is 1st break, i couldn't tahan anymore, broke down and cried, in class. luckily most of them have gone out to grab a bite. mr anthony has not gone far, was just outside the classroom and sb informed him. tried to hide my tears but to no avail when he came. he told me to go back and insisted calling my mum. i told him not to as she's busy working. then he asked for my number, gave him, no choice.

good thing my grandpa had appointment in sg today, picked me up after his medical check. so glad to be home, especially when one's not feeling well.

recently was on the brink of collapsing. i can feel it, more than ever, seriously it's coming back, even stronger than before. sth big gonna happen if i continue, though i've been ignoring this fact and tried to brush it away all this while, half of my life i reckon. i am me, no one will know better. others might look at me differently but  i must not joke with my future, if i want to have a future, if ya know what i mean.

so ya, my last piece of word.