rain rain go away, i want a sunny day on the start

baby elmo =P

nvr use the swimming pool here b4, afraid of judgmental eyes & swaggering tongues.

hate ppl to see my body, and stare, and start to whisper. worst part is i have to pretend like i dun care.

but when tat day my family went swimming, suddenly i realized left 1 sem only for me to enjoy these facilities, as year 2 aren't allowed to stay in hostel anymore. i made up my mind. i should not care bout others.

so for a start, i went just now. actually supposed to be in the morning but raining whole day, only stopped afternoon. the water so cold, there are ppl sitting up there also, felt so naked. i din really swim, just be in the water, and came up very shortly. however, i still think i deserved a pat on the shoulder. i did it, will power overcome excuses, hurray {' u '}Y  

2moro school reopen liao....

this is what i call shiny