distressed & vexed

these few days am troubling over where to study next year. choices are s'pore, aus, new zealand, kl (which i really dread living there)
my main interest is in animation, so... many ppl advised me to reconsider it but i've already pondered upon it many many times and still think that's my dream course
haiz. studying abroad means that i can't come back even though how badly i want, which also means that i can't get to meet u-know...and the food out there doesn't suit me.
A-R-R-R-H   \ ( ' z ' ) /