crap work

felt so disheartened & disappointed at myself, my game, my team. i know i can't blame them, they are trying, like what i did. but why insist on clinging on to the idea when you know you can't do it. in the end, what did we get? a crappy crap & what else? oh ya, you got me pissed off. received my 1st C for daily grade for this sem. so not nice.