this vicious cycle is like a never ending while loop. giving me whole lot trouble. constipation then diarrhea. not able to slp well for the past few days. i tried turning in earlier, ended waking earlier and earlier, say 4.15am. i dunno what's wrong with me. feel like stopping or doing home-study instead, really. i can't take it anymore, i know i'll collapse sooner or later if this continues.
today i didn't stay through the whole lesson, went off during 2nd break. even if i stay, there's nth i can do. most of the time is contributed to the toilet. and wth i get a B for nmc. i did all the codes.
i dunno dunno dunno what to think now. i dun feel like studying. i dun want to do notes ady but i've promised dearie. how. i want to have a rest but my room is so cold. roommate want it to be so cold i can only sit outside here. i wanna slp. i sick today u know?
hey xinru, hang in there ok!
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