irritable bowel syndrome = = or what you call it

having diarrhea. i'm getting frustrated besides lazy to get up and walk to the toilet. wait, urgent call again. ya, i'm back. seriously, can i request a luxurious toilet with built-in desk and all the daily needs, or rather a  room with toilet. i dunno what i'm rambling.

went to spore sat evening and reached home ytd night. quite tired. did not get to shop much though, head straight to my uncle's place when we got there. 2nd day had lunch at i12katong, then sent my sis back to her hostel. rushed to paragon just to buy my bro's football sneakers he saw online. isn't that a bit too much? mum was spoiling him but what can i say. the more i say the more "inconsiderate & jealous" i am (from mum's point of view). so i shall just keep mum & act as if nothing happen.

there's some pic i took while waiting for them. will upload these few days. oh ya, here's some photos too which i just transferred to my lappy. all taken in december. i know i know, don't look at me with that face, i'm just too busy (lazy?)

port dickson

zenxin organic farm - cute little ducklings, fluffy : )

btw, i'm trying out the wacom bamboo tablet thing. need to familiarize myself with it before new sem (year) starts. draw my thing is a good way to kill time but i need sb to play with, join me join me 

trap

was left alone again tues, dad & mum work as usual, bro went to school, kakak followed mum too, to buy  groceries in town. make do with watever that's available in the fridge for my lunch.

for that night, it was a tv meal for everyone as this 步步惊心 is featuring its last episode on channel 8. all my house mates watch that drama too. i think i will miss them. 

was forced to drink that scary milk again. actually it's not that bad but it's just a nightmare to me. i will automatically link it with the days when i was being admitted. every time sb started to discuss or mention this, i would be very emotional, very irritable, very touchy, very sensitive, and never fail to weep, uncontrollably. i just can't do it. helpless. hopeless. how i wish all these had never ever started in the first place, then i won't be trapped in this endless loop, bringing misery to ppl around me.