the haze is totally crazy

here is me, after 3 weeks (=,=) hey, dun ya gimme that look, see, i've improved, looking at the date, last time it was more than a month for a new blog post

1 of my reasons that i seldom blog now is that i started to keep a diary of my own. it's more convenient and more personal, where i just have to grab my mechanical pencil and jot down my feelings, i get distracted when i switch on my lappy, always end up doing other stuff <('~')> moreover, i get to doodle on my diary as sometimes it's hard to express thru 'appropriate' words, 'web etiquette', whateva

today is my 5th driving lesson, there are 8 altogether (< 2hrs per lesson) before i'll go for the driving test. ikr, 8! can you imagine, we become drivers on road with 16 hrs of learning, that's scary. it sure explained the high accident rate in msia. btw, i hate steering the wheel during parking, so heavy {`-`}

my comic master class by Joe Murray started last week, was busy drawing. was struggling with another online course by coursera at the same time. luckily managed to submit assignments for both courses in time, phew. quite happy with my work though

sneak peak of my works:

mail art assignment correspondence with memory

how recipients take out the inserts from the envelope

character drawings showing 20 specific emotions
sketch out ideas on small notepad (left) before drawing the finals (right)

the haze is killing me, difficult to breathe. and it makes driving much more difficult as can't see clearly what's in front, those inconsiderate ppl, rahhh. 

i must be more self disciplined

it's been a month since year 3 started, and i've not returned to school. having my long break while everyone's busy with fyp, undergoing tons of stress. to be honest, i feel relieved not being in the system, free from the tension & stress. yet, i feel like a useless person. ppl are doing great stuff out there and here i am, lolling about at home.

ok, enough of negative thots. it's a bit unfair to say that i did nth over the past 2 mths since holiday. i've been going for art lessons, once or twice a wk. had also went for the undang theory lecture, passed the exam, attended another pre-learning lecture and got my L license, where i'm ready to learn driving. also, been helping out mum with her clinic's facebook & blog posts, website still in progress. and and recently 1 of my ex facis asked if i'm interested in designing a logo for his newly started game company so gave it a try. now trying to get it done as soon as possible coz i've been dragging too looong =(

that's for all now, good night

1 of my works for mum's clinic