28/3

insomnia's haunting me again. was just speaking of my victory in getting enough slp that day. perhaps i've celebrated a little too early
went to bed around 11pm. somehow i just couldn't fall asleep. eventually i got out of bed and grabbed a novel. it's ady over 1am but i'm still wide awake. anyway i switched off the light and hit the sack. woke up again and took a glance at the watch, 4:08am. i was like (*#%*)
and i couldn't get to slp again, even though i had tried that soft music method
RARRH!!!!!!!


went to the school and it was recess time. to avoid crowd, not to the library first until the bell rang. soon, i was  enjoying myself in the quiet & air-conned library, sitting on a sofa, reading Reader's Digest. so comfortable and my eyes were getting heavy after one whole good hour.
feeling a little hungry, went to the convenience store in school and bought an ice-cream. i luv that yoghurt ice-cream.


lingered on till 4.30pm as my grandpa needs his nap. joined them training for their basketball tournament which will be held next week. miss those great old days, i really need to get back my health and have a great college life

recharge

last week i started to exercise a little every day. and found out that i'm really weak. sigh

i need more muscles to support me.

yesterday was earth day. switched off the lights at home, only me & my maid were in, others were out dining with some dunno who. and i for the first time this year, or maybe many years, had an early night and sleep more than 6 hrs. feeling awesome.

Yay, same

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get prepared, back to school

i'm beat, done such a list in one trip, different from usual, not the makan angin, relax & leisure mode.

bro's still having his term exam, so only dad, mum & i. using the Johor-Singapore Causeway this time round Republic Poly is located there. so long never enter spore by this link. 

am quite satisfied with the ambience & environment there. in my view, republic is more relaxing compared to temasek. maybe this place will do me better as i'm one who easily stressed out. 

oh, and they have my fav fast food over there

awesome, right?

after lunch, went to make some enquiries on the hostel thing. they said that only can start applying on 15th March and can't promise can get or not coz next month there'll be some changes: 60% for staff & only 40% for students, which is so inadequate. keep my fingers cross

need to open a bank account, actually we meant to go Causewaypoint but as i said we're so unfamiliar with Woodlands, we've already missed it when mum decided to ask for directions. so we ended up in Parkway Parade(our most familiar mall in spore). my whole afternoon was spent there, bank & got a sg number.

DBS debit card & the gadget for i-Banking

around 5pm, my sis called to confirm dinner with us. told her to meet us by 6pm. at 5.45, we're already in place, waiting for her. dad was so hungry, me not as hungry but a little too. my sis always has this habit of taking her own sweet time, relucting to get ready(shower etc). 6.30pm there's still not a sight of her, and dad was done with his dinner = = finally get to meet her despite the wateva reason. erm, no, she didn't give any reason, as it's us, not outsiders. 

arrived home safe, at 10.30pm.

plan

quite fed up & getting more and more impatient, when will they give me the results, might as well treat it as  rejected, better than giving myself false hope & feeling disappointed later.

so, this is my plan for now, the moment. 1 year in Republic poly, enjoy college life, explore new stuff, learn to be independent. after that, might consider move on to Canada, further my studies there, if i can get into Canada Film  School. wait and see, u guys, i won't give up my dreams. i'll make u all regret for not acknowledging me at this point. wahahahahaha

oppps, a little out of control.

i'm not switching on and off my phone now. i'll only switch it off during sleeping time. but what for if you are not going to contact me?

i'm waiting

for

you