status update

fyi, busy applying for uni recently. collect documents, photocopy etc. i'm not satisfied with the UEC results clip this time round, so commercial, full of advertisements and it's not different than any other black and white flyers u can see anywhere round

anyhow, just handed in my supporting documents to NUS yesterday. thx a lot to pehchia's sis, oh ya and to weijie for sending me back to my mum's clinic. although it's not far but i dunno the way. ha. seldom hang around in town.

still have tons of things to do, the portfolio, personal statement, creative writing/film...arhh...can someone help me   with these, especially on the personal statement part? i really wish that i could complete and submit them by 15 Jan. 

i'm in a hurry now, c ya!

sorry bloggie, forgive me, will try to visit u more often, promise

let's start from our day (actually the date later as both of us were busy)
         

take good care of orangey, k? or i won't spare u. hiak hiak [evil mode on (''p) ]

i heard sb asking for presents. opps, what a pity! not this time round, me dun have chance to be in whatever malls, stalls, night markets, so and so. mind u, we're on a buddha trip a.k.a enlightenment tour/pilgrimage on the behalf of my granny

the weather was chilly, we were welcomed by the cold current upon our arrival. to my dismay, my sweater was in my luggage which we encountered difficulties in opening the lock   =='  brrrrrRRRrrrrr

luckily there was spanner in the monastery we're staying, or i wouldn't know what to do for the whole trip

    

 

for more interesting photos, check them out at my fb gallery ^^

spore trip 28/11~30/11

so much to update. thought of blogging but then was too tired when i finally wanted to type it.

went spore last sunday. mum attending course. woke up at 4am++ coz my mum said leaving at 5am but in the end she herself woke up at 5.30am. wth?!

domo & his breakfast

my grands went along too
went to bras basah complex that afternoon. bought 2 piano books $17.50 & $18 (no discount but i luv them)
okay. this was my ticket ----------------> opps, nid to find it (= =") gimme some time

29th of Nov
woke up somewat early too and on fb to wish happy bday to hwee sin
headed downstairs when others have awoke

went airport late morning as my dad was leaving for vietnam
not a happy trip there. granpa is such a nag. keep harping. and worst of all he din even know what happened and started blahblahblah

sending off my papa

let's see if u can guess what's on my mind when i first saw this

puma? Nononono
nice shoes? Not quite really

actually i'm thinking of Guardian. lol





and we only arrived home at 6.30pm on Tuesday

distressed & vexed

these few days am troubling over where to study next year. choices are s'pore, aus, new zealand, kl (which i really dread living there)
my main interest is in animation, so... many ppl advised me to reconsider it but i've already pondered upon it many many times and still think that's my dream course
haiz. studying abroad means that i can't come back even though how badly i want, which also means that i can't get to meet u-know...and the food out there doesn't suit me.
A-R-R-R-H   \ ( ' z ' ) /

graduated

am officially graduated today, erm, yesterday i mean (it's 2.27am now)
took lots and lots of photos. not enough. have still a whole pool of ppl i wanted to take photo with but my cam battery went flat >< (awwww.....) i ady charged it to full last (i mean last last) night
anyway congrats to all my fellow members upon the graduation

will upload those photos soon.

food fair

14th Nov our school had a food fair. few days b4 that we're all busy preparing for it. i mainly helped with the drawing & painting but not much though. sorry 'bout that.

   

             

warming up?

    

sticking stickers for our lucrative beverage

rained a few times on the very very day. luckily it's still a success. tired & ached is all i can say but i think that it worths!

oh, and there went my last food fair in CHS, my secondary school.

kl trip

finished my UEC. what a great relief!

went KL as my mum was attending courses & seminars there. had the chance to spent a night at the hotel =)
set out at dawn (mum's need to be early) so woke up very very early, tired especially after a long week of glucose using exams.

the sun just rose after taking a short nap in the car

full of plushies!!!

let's jump to the next day. finally get to swim after such a long long time. there's a malay girl who requested me to accompany her, saying she was afraid. me accompanied her to a shallower pool and stayed with her till her father came. she's quite a nice girl. not those pestering ones.

my baggage by the poolside

beautiful flower/plant

the swimming pool

this is the girl

nice sky

sunny weather

not my day

today is the 2nd day. had BM yesterday, Chinese & Physics today. 

i put my hopes on physics but my mind went blank when i flipped the papers. omg. it's totally unexpected.

now i lost my confidence for others. haiz

arts UEC

tomorrow is the date of my UEC arts exam. 7.25am till 5pm. 3 papers in total: chinese calligraphy, 2D design, still life painting.
need to practise my calligraphy later (in order to avoid embarrassment). you know what i meant, don't you?
just viewed meichee's blog and found out that she will be there 2moro too. haha. see u there, dear.

happy birthday

happy birthday. glad that u're happy. sorry no present for u at this time. after uec i'll make up, promise dear.

everything after uec...

bbq

rabbit

oooOOOoooOOOooo

1 week's over. and 2 more weeks to go. then we're all free again.

finished our final exam today. bio & chem. haiz. physics wasn't that difficult, but my mind wasn't clear during that time.

offline now.

facing UEC

relax. relax. and relax.
it's not the end of the world.
this is the only sentence for me now.

i need a shoulder to lean on, a hand to hold me tight, a place to let me cry, a time to not think about anything.

oh no. what have i done. exams soon

was our class teacher's bday yesterday. wanted to give him a surprise but wasn't successful. he outwitted us. lame 

was raining the whole afternoon, was it or was it not? u know wat i'm trying to say, dun u? it's such a wonderful weather to take a nap and i'm so so worn out. woke up feeling guilty. thought i promised myself to study harder yet i failed.

nighttime, reading my physics notes in the bed and dozed off. around 2am, i'm already up till now. felt hungry and  ate an apple. yay, apple, that's the easiest.   

malaysia day. holiday

hooray. malaysia day. not cheering for the ... just happy to get holiday

my kakak was finally back last night.

physics. maths. ooooo..... i luv u so pls luv me back

calligraphy drives me mad. tat teacher told me 2 pages of the book when i asked her but she claimed tat we're being lazy. she meant 2 full pages of the paper. FULL!

taken during the blackout

   

sore eyes

cried few times
till my eyes are swollen & sore

and then
said sth silly to


luckily
during night time
there's a happy ending
which will never end    : )

养肥我。你说的哦。

after exams

lazy to argue 

dun noe how u mark the papers

depending on favourtism

cheh...

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love in disguise

such a long time didn't play bball with u

haiz

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cherish & appreciate

dun let him down

saying tis to myself as well

teachers are teaching so hard

yet 

my grades...

(*oiawjgojwjha q3uolfdbnhjrj;*)

no lazy holidays for me!!!

+ - + - + - + - + -

ooooooo
OOOOOOOOOOO
ooooooo

i ma still alive. congrats
well, not for long



my papers...awwww...


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dun talk crap to me while i'm figuring out super duper questions
i might hi5 u
sorry, i din mean it

exams next week

exams next wk. here i am studying till late every day but nth seems to get inside my brain. having headache, thus giving myself a rest now. everyone else is well prepared by now i suppose. wish i can do well too. this is my very   first 2010's formal school exam.

listening to classical music now.

miss u badly

sally

ah le

anyway here r some of the pichas taken that day

meichee

on the brink

wow. 2 literature test in 3 days: "the mayor of casterbridge" (eng) & "the dream of red mansion" (chi). finally it's all over. how disgusting. sort of on the brink of collapsing. nearly burst into tears on my way to school this morning. exams coming soon. can't seem to handle

sports day 2moro

this was a busy week. test, stomachache, headache, homeworks...
and 2moro is our big event---sports day
today's the deciding match of tug of war so decided to stay back & support them
BTW,  you've all tried ur best. so dun feel sorry but focus on ur events 2moro, k?
dun cry

am i being selfish
wish tat u weren't so busy
and we can spend more time together

twitter spelling test & how addicted to fb --- from oatmeal

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Y-E-L-L-O-W mellow

today's the day of inter-house points race of senior middle 3 pupils. so, we have no classes during first 2 periods, all out to field. some more we can wear our T & shorts thruout the whole day in school, which all of us appreciate quite a ton.
i'm in Yellow House. the colour of Spongebob, of Mr Smiley, of sunflower, of stars...
am so glad that i've such a wonderful friend. felt so cheered up by her "High-ness"

back in school

ohh.
i've been neglecting my blog since i've started school
it's nearly 2 wks now
during schooldays, time flies without u knowing
everything is so fast paced
missing half a year
i'm still not up to standard
trying hard to keep up
but get so confused while studying on my own
wanted to ask but dunno where to start
it's a whole lot i dun quite understand

regardless of the difficulties in study
feeling happy overall
back with my classmates & friends
learning & living like real person


p.s: any volunteers to help me in physics?

Father's day

father's day today
suddenly think of Mathlim
last year his son presented him a tie
he had been wearing it for quite a time
dunno wat to give to my dad
dun want to buy a gift
too material
i wish to present him sth more personal, spiritual
this has been bugging me for more than a week

Fathers, be good to your daughters. You are the god and the weight of her world. 
Fathers Day Quote by: John Mayor 

to my papa:
Happy Father's Day
& a lot more to say
which i dunno how to put them in words

morning has NOT broken

mornings are such wonderful times

especially when it's not schooldays

peaceful, undisturbed, serene, tranquil (wateva)
coz i'm always the 2nd earliest who wake up
1st is my maid  (she sleeps so early marh)

somedays i feel quite fresh
somedays i'm not fully awake
somedays i want to slp more

but somehow i just like to wake up early in the morning
weird right
while ppl my age tend to slp through the morning

this is the me time
live slowly & breathe fully
feel my existence
drench in my own fantasy

untangle my mind
or study...


i like the splash of water on my face
the touch of the brush on my teeth

spongewah who wanted to kick my butt

can't help but keep smiling

grinning 1 end to the other

feel so silly. hahas

seeee? i'm working on tis ady

this post specially 4 u

me won't bluff u

really enjoy chit-chatting with u

u just understand 

i dunno how to describe

not enough vocab

hmm....i will improve on tat

lucky to meet u

the best thing while u know

in this crappy place

so much in common

can't wait for the exams to be over
then we can meet up somewhere
go gaigai, camwhore & even fight
i sure can defeat u, u wait n see


hope that time'll do u good
and wish to hear from u saying
u r happy & improving & in ctrl

so...
tis is it
for now

leaving... 

leave me. scram!

purh-lees

even this is not ur house

u can't dirty the place 

and leave it dirty as u wish

this is public place

if u really want to be dirty

go back to ur own place

take only wat u need

although it's free

mind that u're not supposed to waste

stop screaming & yelling for nothing

u're creating sound pollution u know

u think u r baby still?

oh  forgot

should have record ur nice voice

and upload it up here

in case u accused me of accusing u

dun u know ur behaviour

is irresponsible & selfish

ppl suffer bcoz of u being so...***

right here beside me

tummy not feeling betul nia

how i wish u were here

pls dun let me face this alone

although i'm ady 18

i need u 

to hold my hands

to wipe my tears

to tell me i'm not alone

to say it's alright

to hug me tight

to lean on

to pat my head

to say
i still love u
no matter wat

no thx

yea.dun feel like meeting anyone.

but i miss everyone.

especially    

u