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Monday, 28 December 2009

IKEA

一进到去就看到了...它有2面在转的...



帽子

 



开动啰!!!




很cute哦...本来想买的...
可是想到没实际作用就割舍了...


 





幸福地...
我睡了..





IKEA

那么





Sunday, 20 December 2009

finally got out of my ward (still in hospital) ==

my family came down yesterday
papa had an exhibition here
mum slept here yesterday night
took me for a walk out of the ward
but of course still in the pediatrics block in the hospital
actually it's just 1 level below my ward  
they all went back after lunch



surprisingly, some university students had prepared some activities for in-patients this afternoon...
I joined in...without hesitating...haha

 flower heart balloon I got from the clown






Thursday, 17 December 2009

communicate problems


why is it so hard
for me to communicate with my mum

why ppl just dun understand
what I need is not those stupid
"I already told u" advice
"u-just-tell-me-what-u-need-and-I'll-buy-it-for-u" service
"it's just that u dun want to work hard" critism
"if u already tried ur best, where's the proof and result" remark


what I need is ur support
someone patient & understanding
most things which I wanted to say
was left imcomplete & unspoken
as u retort & interrupt fiercely

part 1A & part1B may be very similiar
but
part 2A & part2B might turn out to be
as different as the sky & the land
y not let me finish my sentence
before u conclude

Wednesday, 16 December 2009

roller coaster mood

today's mood flow chart :
morning -- cheerful
mid-morning -- miserable + angry
noon -- still miserable
afternoon -- calmer
evening -- unhappy
late evening -- moody
night -- happy

things might not seem as they are
sometimes u need to look deeper






我的努力
为什么你们没看到

Saturday, 12 December 2009

Bloody Blood

had 2 blood test in 4 days...as u can see those 2 reds are where the needle poke




after 1st blood taking






during 2nd blood taking

Thursday, 10 December 2009

admitted !!! again...


in KL's government hospital now
pediatric ward
was admitted on Tuesday

bad mood u know
really really bad

all those crap

Tuesday, 1 December 2009

Meaning of Life

今天眼睛累累的...有点肿...
因为昨晚哭了...
害怕...彷徨...无助...


生命的意义...

我的意义...



我觉得非常非常需要去思考...

Saturday, 28 November 2009

Welcome back Nu-姐

今早4点多就起来了...去了新加坡...
把我姐带回来了...
目前她正在SquareOne和她ex-classmate观赏NewMoon...

现在全身酸痛...
吃了那么多次的Subway还是觉得很好吃...
应该是我最喜欢的快餐店了吧...
不懂Batu几时才会有...咳...

Friday, 27 November 2009

热热的天...小小的雨

我家电脑上网的真的很烦har...
不是我要讲...是真的很欠揍...
streamyx吃钱的...还钱都上不到...

刚病好不久今天又有生病的前兆了...怎么办...
声音沙沙的...可是不是喉咙痛...

这两天天气真的好热的说...
下午热得受不了只好开空调...
傍晚天阴阴...骑了脚车...
下斜坡时那风迎面吹来的感觉...
带走了一切烦恼...
终于终于下雨了...虽然只是那么一下下...

Tuesday, 24 November 2009

修理脚车


已经假期1个星期了...都在昏昏沉沉...星期6才刚病好...

我的脚车...发现他在哭...说他很寂寞...
前天(星期天)帮他冲冲凉...
昨天带他去诊所...买罐黑漆...pump风的...调正歪掉的坐垫......
回到家才发现:他的后轮胎生肿瘤!!! OMG!!!
迟了...打算今天再去...
今天推出来...BOM!!!
瓦劳...吓到我...爆胎啦啦啦...
慢慢走到脚车店...等等几下...幸好来修脚车的人并没有很多很多...
换了个轮胎...回家之前顺便绕一绕...



p.s mosquito banyak lah~~~